THe weekend was lovely! Friday some people came over and we hung out! Then Saturday I spent the day with Lovely Miss Ashley! We went to the mall and then 39th where Austin got a ticket EEK! Then we talked for about a gazzillion hours about everything! Shes soo cool! I loove that chicka! PLUS shes the best rapper fo sho! =) Then we woke up Sunday and watched A Cinderella Story... what a CUUUTE movie! I loved it! Then we ate and I went to Edmond! I got some more cruise pics woo!! HuM and then I went to Dinner, Church, Store! Alex, one of my ex's, called and wanted to see me so i said alllright! And we hung out SUnday night at my house til liek 11ish or something it was so funny we were lookin up diff stuffo n these really werid sites ha! HuM then Monday ehh boring day at school and then I came home nad me and heather went to her house and got ready then met my brotehr ands ome friends up at the baseball game where i most def got to see all my old friends from santa fe! =( I miss SF! Anyways.. Umm then Alex and Kaleb came to my house and all this gay yukon drama happens.. OF course ! It was so gay! But whatever! Alex told me that he is falling for me again! I was like aww! He was a good bf, never let me open my own door, always had me laughing, he was nice, and his family is great! Buut I dunno it just didnt work out the first time we both just sorda quit talking! Yeah hes an awesoem guy! WEll thats all for now! <33

Have you ever needed somethign so bad you cant sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words but they dotn coem out right? Have you ever? Have you ever been in love and you lost a friend.. youd do anything to make them understand. Have you ever had someone steal your heart away? Youd give anything to make them feel this way..

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"Dont ask God for an easier life; ask him to make you a stronger person"

ah how i loove that quote... i mean so many ppl gripe about how hard they hev it (includng me) yet all you have to do is be a stronger person rathe then takin everythgin so hard!!

I love how someone can completely forget about someone in a certian period of time.. cant even answer the phone, lies, and doesnt even share what even happened... isnt it lovely? gua.. if i could have ONE reason what i did.. i really would like to hear.. i mean the fact that you moved on doesnt bother me as much as the way you did it..=(( me and jessica were talking.. we dont get ppl .. we dont understand them.. both ppl todl us the same things.. (exact pretty much) YET move on in the snap of a finger.. i eman its awesome! we know we arent the prettiest girls out there by far.. not the nicest.. we have problems (just liek everyone else).. but we care.. we know what we want.. we find something good and run after it.. BUT we are the ones who have no luck.. we dont get it.. but all we can say is thanks.. and we wish you both the best.  "Giving up doesnt always mean your weak.. sometimes it just means your strong enough to let go..."

Tonight was cool i guess.. my pops is outta town getting my brother and should be home later on tonight.. Michael, Mitch, and Coy came over for a little while! They were cracking me up.. I made them cookies and pizza OH and choc. milk haha! then we just went to cats room and listened to music and talked.. sho yes

Tomorrow.. Oh please belive me and miss Ashley are going to Moore.. ohh yes! =) im way excited.. so how about some rapping? Yeah Dude! =) i loove her she cracks me up! and plus she rocks at rapping and is a major hottie.. gets no better then that.. lol jp

I sorda feel bad.. me adn jessie were supposed to hang out.. =/ i dunno if we are or not I hope so! shoo yes! =))

Thats all for now.. not much else is new.. i need something different! what shall it be?

we taught the mirror how  to admire  itself

I WILL BE YOUR ACCIDENT, IF YOU WILL BE MY AMBULANCE.
AND I WILL BE YOUR SCREECH AND CRASH IF YOU WILL BE   MYCRUTCH AND CAST. AND I WILL BE YOUR ONE MORE 
          TIME IF YOU WILL BE MY ONE LAST CHANCE.

Keep Quiet<3<3
ill be your best kept secret 
'& your  biggest  mistake.

If you're bribed, stand strong
If you're threatened, fight
If you're tempted, resist
If you're struck down, get up
If you lose, be noble
If you win, be gracious
If you die, be remembered
If you live, be generous
For that is the way of a champion

Laugh your heart out // Dance iin the rain
Cherish the memories // Ignore the pain.
Love and learn // Forgive and forget.
You only have one life .. Live iit !!

 remember when ...
boys had cooties, when friends always listened to you, when dreams were unshattered and worries were few. when recess was too short and life was too long. when decisions came easily with no need to belong. when storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong when friendships werent broken, right was right and wrong was wrong. when bad things didnt happen, only skinned knees brought tears and the night light quieted all our fears. when decisionswere solved by "eni,meanie,mini,mo." when boys were so YuCkY! and goodbye only meant till tomorrow. when your clothes didnt need to match and real friends didnt part. and the fun went on forever..without a broken heart